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Published
in Buddhism Today Volume 1 & 2, 1996
Two
Obstacles
to Practicing Meditation
The
second of the seven main points is an explanation of the
eight obstacles or mistaken states of mind that can prevent
us from meditating properly.
Agitation.
The first obstacle is agitation. Here mind becomes very
active with wanting or disliking something. The mind then
goes on and on thinking about it. Thinking and worrying
about other things instead of meditating is called agitation.
Regret.
The second obstacle is regret. Regret is thinking
about something that has already occurred. It has passed
and cannot be changed. Still we feel enormous regret.
Heaviness.
The third obstacle is heaviness, which is connected to
karma. Heaviness here means that you want to do something
positive such as to meditate, but you feel that you can't.
You immediately feel tired and heavy both physically and
mentally. But when you want to do something negative,
you suddenly become very active and feel very fresh.
Dullness.
The fourth obstacle is dullness or lack of clarity. Here
we should distinguish between feeling heavy and feeling
dull. Both are connected to karma, but dullness is more
closely related to our health and physical state. An example
is eating sugar. Sugar first brings the blood sugar way
up and then it drops very low. Then you experience this
kind of dullness.
Doubt.
The fifth obstacle is doubt. This is fundamental problem
for practicing both shamatha and vipashyana. Doubt means
that we feel uncertain. For example, we may think, "Maybe
there is enlightenment, but maybe there isn't." Then
you will not meditate properly, because this doubt will
drag you down. Sometimes you progress, but then doubt
pulls you back. Doubt is a very tenacious obstacle.
Wishing
harm. The sixth obstacle is to wish on others or to
think negatively. This means being ruthless, selfish,
or arrogant. You become jealous and start to dislike others
intensely. This is also a serious obstacle for meditation.
Attachment.
The seventh obstacle is not quite as serious, which is
to be greedy or attached. This simply means having many
desires.
Drowsiness.
The last obstacle is drowsiness, becoming completely unaware
and falling asleep.
For
shamatha and vipashyana, there is another set of obstacles.
These are called the five kinds of distraction.
Engagement.
The first distraction is to abandon the Mahayana. The
meditation practices of the Mahayana are extremely vast;
hearing about them you might feel discouraged. Receiving
teachings on the Hinayana, you mistakenly think you can
achieve liberation in this lifetime through Hinayana practices.
Thus, even though Hinayana meditations are not as expansive
as Mahayana, you are deluded to think that you can achieve
results much faster. Abandoning the Mahayana for the Hinayana
is a great distraction.
Outer
distraction. The second is outer distraction, meaning
that you are overly concerned with sense pleasures such
as wanting to become wealthy, to obtain luxury and so
on.
Inner
distraction. The third is inner distraction, to the
different states of mind which disturb meditation. These
are especially agitation and dullness. Another inner distraction
arises in more advanced practice. Becoming adept in meditation
develops a pleasant inner tranquility. This feeling of
mental pleasure is one of comfort or relief, since mind
has become very tranquil. Attachment to that tranquility
is an obstacle.
Miraculous
powers. The fourth distraction is connected to understanding
the nature of things. We could also call it distraction
of miraculous powers. From accomplishing shamatha, you
can concentrate very deeply on the physical nature of
things and can manipulate how they appear. It is control
through concentration. In Buddhism it is taught that physical
things are made up of four elements: earth, water, fire
and air.
Concentrating
in the way of shamatha, you change the elements. Water
becomes fire; fire becomes air, and so on. In our present
-state of development, we cannot understand how such a
power could function. It is not something to be explained
through the laws of physics. If you become attached to
this miraculous power, this becomes an obstacle.
Negative
state of mind. The fifth distraction is that of a
negative state of mind. When one accomplishes shamatha
it becomes very deep and stable. But shamatha is limited
to resting the mind; ego clinging is actually still present.
It is only through practicing vipashyana that ego clinging
is eliminated. Therefore, continuing to practice shamatha,
making it deeper and vaster, without applying vipashyana,
brings the distraction of a negative state of mind.
At
the present time, we have been reborn as humans and our
bodies have been produced by actions from previous lives.
When the karma for a human being is exhausted, we die
and are reborn elsewhere in a state determined by our
previous actions. If in this life we only practice shamatha
without vipashyana, this creates the karma of being reborn
in a state similar to deep meditation, which is still
within samsara. Such a state of meditation can last a
very long time. It is very peaceful, but it is not liberation.
So when the karma for being in that state is exhausted,
you will again fall back into the other realms of samsara.
This distraction is described as a negative state of mind
because meditation that is misused in this way does not
lead to liberation but leads to rebirth within conditioned
existence.
There
are four meditation states that are fixated on tranquility.
The first is an experience of endless space, the second
is to experience mind as infinite, the third is an experience
of nothing at all, and the fourth is an experience that
things are neither there nor not there. But this is still
not liberation, only experiences arising from mind. One
can remain in these absorptions for millions of years.
In one way this is of course pleasant, but it is not of
any benefit, because eventually one can fall out of this
state back into other realms of samsara.
The
Remedies
The
first obstacle is agitation. Why does agitation occur?
It comes from ordinary attachment to this life. We
are born with a human body, we are naturally attached
to that and concerned about it. Due to the habit of attachment
we start to worry about it. However, in this human life
there is nothing we can really achieve. Once we are dead,
our likes and dislikes do not exist. Remembering this,
there is no reason to grasp or to be so irritated with
what happens. Therefore, the remedy is to contemplate
impermanence. Understanding this calms agitation.
We
can contemplate impermanence both during meditation and
during daily life. This can be done on a coarse level
by meditating on the impermanence of the world and on
the beings who live there. To contemplate the impermanence
of the world, think about how the world changes over time.
The years pass, and every year consists of different seasons:
winter spring, summer and autumn. The seasons consist
of months. The months consist of days. The days consist
of hours. The hours consist of minutes. The minutes consist
of seconds, and so on. Every moment the world changes.
We
can also contemplate the impermanence of beings who live
in this world. Here we can think that we and all other
beings constantly grow older, and we are all going to
die. First comes childhood, then adulthood, then old age,
and finally death. No one has escaped death so far.
You
can also contemplate impermanence on a more subtle level.
If we consider physical matter, it consists of tiny particles
or atoms. These particles never remain the same but move
around constantly. As they change all the time, each moment
the particles cease in order to produce new particles
in other combinations. Every moment of matter is therefore
new, because its particles have changed since the previous
moment.
The
meaning of shamatha is to concentrate. The result of shamatha
is to produce tranquillity of the mind. Although concentrating
on impermanence is not the main shamatha practice, it
also results in tranquillity.
In
our daily life we can also contemplate impermanence to
decrease our attachment, by training ourselves to consider
impermanence. Whatever happens, do not feel hurt or find
things sensational. No matter what the problem, it helps
to contemplate impermanence. Otherwise, you might be shocked
when sudden obstacles arise. The problem itself may not
change, but understanding impermanence softens your reaction
to it.
When
feeling regret we should simply understand that it is
a pointless feeling, because the past is already gone.
We cannot change it even if we think a great deal about
it. Therefore, we should just let it go and forget about
it.
The
best way to overcome physical and mental heaviness is
to develop strong confidence and trust in the qualities
of the Three jewels. Contemplate the superior qualities
of the Buddha. Consider the qualities of the teachings
that bring us to realization, the profound methods. The
teachings are true; they actually work. Finally, we consider
the qualities of the practitioners, the sangha. Here,
sangha does not refer to ordinary monks or lay people,
but to practitioners who have achieved realization. Through
developing trust and confidence in the Three jewels we
can overcome the obstacle of heaviness.
The
next obstacle was dullness or lack of clarity. The way
to work with this is to refresh yourself by encouragement
and stimulation. When a general prepares for war, he begins
by building up the morale of his people. If the soldiers
hesitate, they could become fearful and petrified. But
when properly encouraged they become quite brave, and
can attack effectively. Dullness is a very subtle enemy
arising in meditation, so you have to encourage yourself
to defeat it.
The
remedy for doubt is simply concentration. Initially it
is better not to follow your doubts, but to just continue
to practice. Another way to remove doubt is to use logic.
For example, if we doubt whether there actually is a path
towards enlightenment, we should ask ourselves what does
such a path consist of? The path is to remove ignorance.
What is ignorance? Ignorance is a product of mind and
is caused by clinging to an ego. By continuing to analyze
in this way, you can clarify doubts and finally eliminate
them. This is precisely the purpose of study. Not everyone
has time to study, but then those who have studied a lot
can help others by explaining things to them in a simple
way.
For
the problem of wishing harm to others you should contemplate
kindness, which can be done in two ways. One way is to
look for the true nature of kindness. Kindness is not
something solid. Even though it is empty in essence, a
feeling of kindness arises. Another way is to generate
kindness, first toward those you like, such as parents,
children or friends. Gradually, extend this feeling out
to more and more beings. These meditations on kindness
are very powerful practices. Accomplishing them, you can
even affect others. If a meditator practices alone in
a cave, he could affect all the beings living in that
area. People and even animals could naturally start to
feel kindness also.
Attachment
or having many desires can be remedied by considering
problems involved with having wealth and possessions,
by contemplating cause and effect. If you are attached
to your possessions, you have to put in a lot of hard
work to preserve them. When you see how much effort this
takes, your greed will naturally decrease. Another method
is to contemplate the feeling of contentment, to understand
how much freedom there is when you are content with what
you have.
The
next obstacle is drowsiness. Here it helps to imagine
light, like the red autumn sky at sunset. It is a clear,
soft, red light. Do not imagine light which is strong
and direct like sunlight; this doesn't help.
Actually,
once you get used to meditating and it has become completely
natural for you, you are no longer bothered by all of
these problems and obstacles. Meditation has become a
part of you. When the mind has achieved this level, it
also affects the body.
All
the energies in the body become peaceful and tranquil;
you feel very comfortable meditating. Normally we think
that the body controls the mind, but at a deeper level,
the mind really controls the body. Therefore, when meditation
has become natural, the tranquil mind takes over our system
and makes the body fit for meditation.
To
develop natural meditation, we need two qualities: mindfulness
and remembrance. Mindfulness is to be aware of what occurs
in the mind, not missing anything. Through mindfulness,
when you notice a problem in meditation such as agitation,
then you must remember which remedy to apply. Mindfulness
and remembrance always go together; they are essential
in making meditation a part of you. When you become adept
at meditating, you will understand how they work together.
Generally,
all obstacles fall into two categories: agitation and
dullness. As protection from these two obstacles some
general advice is useful. Avoid having addictions to smoking,
drinking, etc. Avoid eating too much, which develops dullness.
People who work of course have to eat, but you can be
aware of what you eat. Serious practitioners who sit a
lot do not need as much to eat. That is why during the
time of the Buddha, monks would not eat after one p.m.
This brings success for shamatha practice and helps the
mind. At this level, to forgo dinner does not affect your
sleep. Normally monks are forbidden to drink alcohol,
but vipashyana meditators are advised to drink a little.
Of course you cannot get drunk. Vipashyana develops a
lot of energy, and that energy can cause insomnia, which
does not occur in other practices. Another piece of advice
is to sleep at the proper time: go to bed after ten in
the evening and get up at five. If you go to bed after
midnight, although you may sleep eight hours, it is not
really of benefit. So go to sleep before midnight.
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