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Meditation
is an extremely profound practice, and it becomes more
and more so as one progresses. My
advice to everyone is to start out simply - as simply
as possible. Honestly, however, I must tell you that I
feel inadequate to undertake the task of conveying the
true experience of even the most fundamental form of meditation
through the limited medium of language. The terminology
of any language, by virtue of the fact that it is a human
invention, is based solely on common experience, and philosophical
language in particular is confined within the boundaries
of shared inner experience, with no external reference
point to agree upon. Language, in and of itself, is incapable
of transcending personal experience, and this is the root
of the dilemma we face. If, for example, you touch a cup
of hot tea the sensation of heat is felt, and likewise,
a sensation of coldness will be felt if you touch an ice
cube. Thus the terms hot and cold have a fairly precise
meaning which everyone can agree upon, because everyone
has experienced these sensations through direct physical
contact at one time or another. But how are we to verify
our mutual acceptance of terms used to communicate ineffable
experiences, such as states of awareness arising in meditation?
While
it is true that over the preceding centuries a philosophical
language has arisen in Tibet consisting of various Dharma
terms invented by meditators, understanding the actual
meaning of the terms requires a substantial background
of information and familiar experiences. It is said, for
example, that in the practice of Mahamudra, the experience
of Rojik, which translates roughly as 'one taste' arises.
(Mahamudra literally means 'Great Seal Meditation' - in
the sense that it is like a fixed stamp sealing a document
with melted wax; it is unchanging; the meaning is that
after things are perceived evenly.). It is one of many
levels of accomplishment which can be attained through
Mahamudra practice. It is difficult to pinpoint exactly
what the term Rojik is referring to. The word 'taste'
is only an analogy for a kind of mental experience; it
is not the taste experienced by the tongue. A person who
has experienced the awareness of one taste can communicate
with someone else who has had the same experience by using
this word, but the term must remain abstract and ungraspable
to those who have yet to experience it. As indicated by
this example, Dharma terminology may function as a nearly
perfect means of communication between two beings who
share the same realization of meditative insight, but
in general use it tends to become vague and obtuse, capable
of providing only a rough outline of the intended meaning.
However, notwithstanding my views
on the nature of language, I will attempt to share my
thoughts on meditation. As stated earlier, the most profound
meditation begins with simple meditation. Calm abiding
meditation (T: Shinnay, S: Shamatha) is a very effective
technique, and is refreshing and uncomplicated to . Many
different methods exist, and all have the same underlying
purpose: to enable the mind to remain peacefully and uninterruptedly
in a stable state of one-pointed concentration over an
extended period of time. One begins by learning to sit
still for periods of ten, twenty or thirty minutes, gradually
extending the duration of one's meditation sessions. The
ability to remain in a state of complete absorption is
considered to be extremely advanced, but even in the early
stages of meditation one can learn to sit quietly and
be aware of one's mind, observing the flow of arising
and passing thoughts which are like the movement of fleeting
clouds in a clear sky.
At
first the meditator's mind is like a wild horse, and by
engaging in the consistent practice of calm abiding meditation,
it can gradually become tame. Eventually the mind will
become clear and completely free of agitation. The activity
of mind, which at first is a cascading waterfall, later
becomes the gently flowing currents of a broad river and
finally becomes the still water of a clear mountain lake.
In
order to lay the foundation for developing the concentration
abilities which are at the heart of calm abiding meditation,
we should begin by exploring the nature of distraction
to determine what it consists of and how it arises. There
are two main categories of distraction: inner and outer.
Outer distraction refers to disturbances in the physical
environment, such as sounds, which disrupt concentration.
Sometimes distraction can occur without one even noticing
it. It is easy to become absorbed in following all kinds
of thoughts, thus becoming involved in outer experiences
without being consciously aware that this is occurring.
At first it is difficult to keep one's attention from
wandering, but slowly, in progressive stages, external
distracting influences are overcome. Sometimes, to further
enhance discipline in meditation, advanced practitioners
utilize additional techniques such as balancing a full
glass of water on their heads. Inner distraction can take
many forms, some apparently positive and some seemingly
negative. Negative distractions include all types of obscuring
emotional states, such as anger, jealousy and fear. Actually,
it is possible for intense emotions to seem to be magnified
by meditation practice into even more strongly overwhelming
feelings. This happens due to the fact that in ordinary
life the mind is usually jumping about here and there
in a random, hectic motion, chattering on and on endlessly
preoccupied with one mental activity after another, so
that emotional states tend not to be noticed deeply. But
in the empty space of quietly absorbed mind, the obsessive
strength of emotional patterns becomes acutely obvious.
Inner
distractions involving positive feelings are more subtle
and deceptive. They occur as wonderful, pleasant frames
of mind resulting from successful accomplishments in the
practice of calm abiding meditation, and are characterized
by a tremendous feeling of contentment, comfort, and a
sense of happiness and well being. The difficulty is that
it is quite probable that the meditator will become attached
to these states of mind, and will strive to bring about
their repeated manifestation in an attempt to maintain
a lasting feeling of joyous abandonment. Attachment thereby
turns into a hindrance, which forestalls one's advancement
into further stages of awareness.
In
the absence of inner and outer distractions, a sense of
well being, clarity and an intuitive appreciation of emptiness
will spontaneously arise. However, if at this moment,
with our ordinary way of thinking, we were to pause and
gaze at a teacup resting on a table in front of us, we
would not feel these pristine qualities of mind arising.
Even
if we were able to maintain a state of attentive awareness
while focusing on an object, it would be like holding
a wild pony on the end of a lasso. But, as one progresses
in meditation, the mind becomes more and more tame, and
eventually the object of focus is shifted to the self;
this results in an experience of expansive well being,
clarity and a vast pervasive sense of emptiness, which
is characterized by the absence of ordinary conceptual
habits of conceiving of phenomena as substantially real
and arisen from an inherent self nature. At this stage
a teacher, or guide, is indispensable. On one's own it
is difficult to recognize and correctly interpret what
is occurring, since one is immersed in the experience
and cannot discern on one's own if it is genuine or if
it is intentionally fabricated by subtle mental inclinations
arising from preconceived expectations. Not being able
to perceive the subtle workings of the mind, one would
naturally, on one's own, assume that the experience is
uncontrived. Only someone who is familiar with all the
stages of meditative practice will be able to see clearly
what is really going on. In choosing a teacher, consider
that he/she should be capable, mature and patient, and
able to be direct and skilful without being harsh or discouraging
to the aspiring student. I cannot overemphasize the importance
of finding such a teacher.
So,
as we have seen, the arising of an authentic sense of
well being, emptiness and clarity is an indication of
having successfully accomplished calm abiding meditation.
This, in turn, will naturally give rise to an increasing
ability to abide one pointedly in these experiences. For
example, if an experience of well being arises, and a
one-pointed focus in that experience develops, then it
will eventually become stable and lasting. However, the
dualistic nature of human thought inhibits the actualization
of a pure unbiased sense of well being because the mind
tends to create this sort of feeling in order to counteract
uncomfortable and disturbing thoughts, and therefore the
sense of joyfulness experienced might simply be an artificial
invention - a mere mental projection based on expectation
rather than a valid, naturally arising perception.
This
is likewise true for the experience of clarity, which
can also easily become distorted. Before we look into
this, however, let us first define clarity. Clarity of
mind is nothing other than awareness aware of itself.
Sometimes it is spoken of as a clear light presence, which
refers to its quality of vivid, lucid awareness; it has
the ability to illuminate only in the sense of making
what is unknown known, and does not literally give off
light in the way a street lamp does. It is just a manner
of speaking.
In
ordinary, everyday life we are unaware of the essential
nature of mind. The underlying clear light nature of mind
is normally obscured by the sea of thoughts that arise
due to stimulation of the physical and mental aspects
of sensory awareness as a result of the presence of secondary
supportive conditions, such as the interaction between
outer phenomenal appearances and the sense faculties,
as well as the connective process which transmits sensory
input into mental sense perceptions. This ordinary, preoccupied
state of mind is actually a kind of stupor, or drowsiness,
and is based on the befuddled ignorance of dense mental
states in which self awareness is lacking. It is an automatically
occurring continuous series of cognitive actions and reactions
which take place without relying on the self-reflective,
self-aware aspect of consciousness.
In
short, the reflective capacity of the mind is the basis
of true intelligence, and all superfluous mental activity
which proceeds forth without being connected with the
pervasive, even ultimate, self awareness of conscious
mind, is simply ignorant mental activity - a kind of noise
which serves to distract mind from its true nature. Once
the thought process has been pacified, immense clarity
results. As was mentioned earlier, if attachment to the
feeling of clarity arises, it creates an artificial state
of mind, which detracts from the actual experience of
clarity, and one is left again with an ordinary, samsaric
state of mind. What holds true for well-being and clarity
also applies to emptiness. The nature of mind as emptiness
is normally not experienced due to ignorance. When the
mind is viewed as solid and intrinsically real, tension
and neurosis are inevitable, and consequently are mistakenly
seen as truly existent. Once conceptual thoughts are pacified,
the ground is cleared for an authentic realization of
emptiness to take place. However, as was the case with
joy and clarity, it is imperative that the wish to recreate,
prolong and possess that state be relinquished so that
perception can remain untainted and therefore reliable.
In summary, it can be stated that
practicing calm abiding meditation is the cause for achieving
equanimity and peace. In a state of calmness the mind
is capable of a clear focus in which it is aware of its
profound nature as joyous well being, clarity and emptiness,
without imposing the mistaken concept of truly substantial,
inherent existence on mind itself. With continuous practice
the potential for these capacities to increase is limitless,
and finally, one enters a state of illumination. It is
like a caterpillar emerging from the cocoon as a butterfly.
The consciousness of a person at this level of awareness
is totally detached from any worldly concerns or selfish
interests, and he/she is solely concerned with the further
development of meditative concentration, although of course
it is still necessary to eat in order to maintain the
body. However, as great as such meditation states may
be, they do not transcend samsaric existence, and do not
bring about ultimate liberation. They are not comparable
to a Buddha's enlightenment.
In
order to obtain the broad awareness which characterizes
the enlightened state, as well as to obtain freedom from
samsaric states of awareness, it is crucial that the practice
of calm abiding meditation be conjoined with superior
insight meditation (T. Ihagtong, S: vipashyana), which
is also sometimes termed analytical meditation. Having
already increased the mind's ability to focus clearly
through calm, abiding meditation, superior insight meditation
comes very easily and naturally. Although many people
speak quite casually about vipashyana as a form of meditation
often employed even by beginning meditators of various
traditions, in this case the term is used in a very specific
way. Actually, the same term can be used to describe two
different levels of practice. Here it refers to a rather
advanced practice, and at its highest stage it is inseparable
from the awareness of a Buddha. So it is not common at
all. Within the context of tantric Buddhist philosophy,
even the highly evolved intuitive reasoning of the Madhyamaka,
and other schools of thought, are categorized as types
of superior insight meditation. In general although they
am interrelated, calm abiding meditation is usually referred
to as the development phase, and superior insight is the
completion phase; and so, in its fruition it is considered
a very advanced form of meditation.
As
beginners we must analyze our present state of mind and
realize that it is deluded. Through logical investigation
we must discover the cause of mental confusion. Our search
will inevitably lead us to the insight that both inner
and outer phenomena (mental sensations and objects of
sense perception) are insubstantial and unreal.
It
is best to begin analytical meditation by observing the
nature of outer phenomena and then gradually proceeding
to more and more subtle aspects of mind itself, because
this second aspect, though less obvious, is a more relevant
consideration for meditation practice. Through logical
inquiry we can see that all outer objects which seem to
truly exist are merely manifestations of confused states
of mind, and do not exist as we ordinarily think they
do. Actually, they are merely mental projections. It is
for this reason that, in Mahayana Buddhism, understanding
the nature of cause and effect as it is observed in the
outer world, is the foundation upon which other philosophical
views are based.
Once
the nature of these mental projections is understood,
it is possible to reverse the mental process which creates
the seemingly solid constraints of ordinary reality, and
in this way it is possible to transcend ordinary states
of mind which are controlled by confusion. Our present
experience, relegated to the context of relative reality,
leads us to see the passing mental events, or in other
words, external phenomena, as substantially real when
in fact their nature is illusory, like images in a dream.
It is for this reason that we are controlled by these
illusions. By meditating we can eventually overcome this
tendency as mind realises its own nature more and more.
Gradually, the externally manifesting illusion comes under
conscious control, and even serves as an enhancement to
meditation practice. Bodhisattvas, beings who have realised
the nature of emptiness, and who have successfully cultivated
perfect compassion for all beings, are able to utilise,
and even transform, illusory reality in order to spontaneously
fulfil the needs of sentient beings, and further more,
are able to manifest simultaneously in various realms
in order to guide them. Buddha Amitabha, for example,
manifests in the Buddha realm of Dewachen, while simultaneously
manifesting Wherever else it is appropriate for him to
do so. This is possible because he is able to control
reality. He is like a doctor who is able to cure every
malady with exactly the right medicine.
The
level of mastery of a Buddha such as Amitabha is quite
great, but even at much earlier stages, great abilities
can manifest. A practitioner who has mastered the six
yogas of Naropa will be able to engage in the practice
of conscious dreaming. Being able to maintain awareness
in a dream state leads to the ability to manipulate the
causal forces in a dream, which are not strongly fixed.
With practice, they can be controlled by mind. A greatly
accomplished practitioner is able to expand this awareness
and relate the same principle to causal forces in daily
life. It is for this reason that first and second level
Bodhisattvas, having achieved the ability to manifest
freely, are able to greatly benefit beings, although not
as extensively as Buddhas. The main objective of all such
practices is to perceive the essence of mind as it truly
is. Even a glimpse of this essence is in to restoring
sight to a blind person. Perception of the mind's true
nature becomes more and more accurate as the practice
becomes more familiar. Therefore, it is beneficial to
utilise analytical meditation in order to arrive at a
conceptual approximation of mind's intrinsic nature, which
will later be revised through direct experience.
Analysis
begins with very basic observations. For example, we see
that mind is not of a physical nature in that it has qualities
other than those which are ascribed to the brain which
can be viewed and touched. But it is not nothing. It is
a living presence that is vivid and dynamic. Mind's actual
nature is clear, empty and unobstructed. In addition,
we can divide mind into two aspects, the first being the
state that we are conscious of, which is the continuous
flow of arising and ceasing thoughts, each distinct from
the last.
Try
to count the number of thoughts that occur in sixty seconds.
You can see that many thoughts arise and pass on. Thoughts
are not solid entities, and it is not possible to halt
the arising and ceasing of thoughts. Try also to count
the colors you see before you this instant. The mind catches
each color distinctly even though it does not specifically
focus on each one. Each color is the cause of a new thought
arising. So, if all thoughts are eliminated, what's left?
What's left is the second aspect
of mind - that which focuses on itself rather than on
outer objects. Nothing will be seen, heard, tasted, smelled
or felt through sense consciousness when this happens,
and awareness will be completely released from all confinement.
Following this, the range of mental vision, hearing and
so on become vastly greater than before, and thus the
five higher types of conscious sense perception will occur.
Someone
who is new to meditation, by beginning with a basic practice
that places emphasis on being aware of the self has the
potential to progress along the stages recounted here.
Eventually, as the ability to focus one-pointedly without
contrived effort develops, disturbing emotions such as
pride and jealousy can be analysed. As a result, outer
objects of focus become inner objects of focus. The actual
root of clinging to reality as truly existent cannot be
uprooted until a very advanced level of superior insight
meditation is attained, but it is still possible for conflicting
emotions to be at least partially subdued much earlier.
Even
at first, the practice of calm abiding meditation smooths
out emotional obstacles in one's life by allowing one
to clearly see each emotion as it arises, and therefore
to understand that it doesn't truly exist in that it is
merely a mental event. If the mind is able to realise
the emptiness of emotions then they don't exist. Even
attachment will sub side when recognized as empty. Karma,
on the other hand, continues to function as the unceasing
flow of cause and effect. Calm abiding meditation on its
own does not have the power to release the meditator from
the necessity of being subject to the process of cause
and effect. Discipline in daily life, such as the regulation
of food intake, also helps in decreasing the impact of
frustrating experiences on the mind's balance. By the
time a level of attainment that allows one to engage in
superior insight meditation is achieved, disturbances
relating to karmic effects do not intrude much. However,
at the level of calm abiding meditation practice, it is
still relatively easy to become disturbed. What to do
about it?
One
recommendation I have is to take the vows of a Bodhisattva,
which entail a far-reaching commitment to subsume one's
personal desire for enlightenment under the greater goal
of aiding all beings. By making such a commitment now
one sows the seeds for one's future development so that
one's strong and sincere wish to free all beings from
the suffering of samsara. It is beneficial to recall to
mind that all beings without exception are our relatives,
because at some time or another during past existences,
they have been our fathers and mothers, and have shown
us immeasurable kindness. Holding this sort sincere wish
to free all beings from the suffering of samsara. It is
beneficial to recall to mind that all beings without exception
are our relatives, because at some time or another during
past existences, they have been our fathers and mothers,
and have shown us immeasurable kindness. Holding this
sort of view completely transforms one's practice as well,
because if the personal motivation of striving for one's
own liberation is altered out of compassion, then actually
this is the shortest and most direct way of attaining
enlightenment. Why? Because from -the very beginning this
motivation puts the focus of one's thought in line with
that of the Buddha.
In
taking the Bodhisattva vows, one promises to follow the
guidelines of proper conduct associated with a Bodhisattva's
lifestyle. The vows relate not only to one's outer activity,
but also to one's inner attitude. If the vow is maintained
carefully and never allowed to deteriorate, the immense
power generated by holding this vow will subdue all kinds
of potential emotional disturbances and disruptions to
one's practice. As Shantideva said in A Bodhisattva's
Way of Life, "Taking this vow protects one from all types
of hindrances." It is therefore necessary to make continuous
efforts to maintain this vow, and to inwardly renew it
on a regular basis, and also when one becomes aware that
it has been broken. Anger, jealousy and pride are the
main factors which weaken one's commitment and conviction.
Having taken the vows, one should definitely try one's
best to maintain them, but of course many difficulties
will arise, especially at first. It is nearly inevitable
that one will engage in mistaken thoughts, words and actions.
As a remedy it is beneficial to recite the 'Sutra of the
Three Recollections' three times a day while visualizing
the thirty-five Buddhas, and thinking of the welfare of
all sentient beings. In this way, the vow will be maintained.
In
conclusion, I would like to encourage everyone to deeply
consider the importance of meditation. If we really consider
the shortness of our lives, I think we will feel a great
inspiration towards practice, but we are the one's who
must really decide ourselves that it is important. Another
point to consider is the importance of a guide. Because
we are following a tradition it is necessary to have a
guide. Relying on an authentic teacher will be of great
benefit to you.
Published
in Knowledge in Action, Volume 1 Number 1, 1992
- the journal of the Karmapa International Buddhist Institute
(KIBI)
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