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Emotions,
in the context of the 51 mental factors.
Teaching
by Lama Lhundrup, Mai-June 1997
#3
D.
The six root afflictions (rtsa
nyon-mongs drug; mulakleša) (23-28)
• Attachment-desire
• Irritation, aversion
• Pride
• Ignorance
• Doubt
• Erroneous views
Here doubt
and erroneous views are mentioned separately, but they could
be classified under ignorance, because they arise mainly
out of it. Jealousy is not included in this list, it comes
later.
1. Desire-attachment
('dod chags; raga)
Based on sensations
first arises an inclination towards an object, an initial
impulse to go toward it (whereas in aversion the impulse
is to go backwards) due to fascination arising, then more
and more longing arises, and as you experience the object
more you do not want to separate from it anymore. Thus the
attachment gets stronger and solidifies into clinging. You
really hold on to the object, ready to defend it in order
to be able to hold it longer. This is called clinging due
to grasping, and all of this is called desire. If this desire
is very strong one is dependent, addicted, because one needs
that specific object in order to feel happy. This is the
opposite of freedom.
If our emotions
due to attachment are very strong we develop strong dependencies.
We can neither live without our dependencies, nor can we
live without our aversions, since both have become our main
reference points. Most people think they do not need their
aversions, that they are just a nuisance. But if you actually
try to take away the object of their anger or attachment
from someone who is addicted to it, it is close to impossible!
People do not want to let go of their favourite attachments
and aversions, since it is a part of their feeling alive,
they are identified with it. We either need desire-attachment
or anger-aversion to feel alive, to identify as human beings.
Due to this everything is pushed to the maximum, either
aversion or desire, a maximum state of heavy samsara.
To practise
means to cut through early in the process, before a chain
reaction starts. We do not have to wait until we have big
emotions. When desire or aversion arise, if we are aware,
we cut right then and let go of them exactly at the time
when they arise. By letting go and cutting through these
emotions will be flattened, but this does not mean at all
that we are less alive or become like vegetables.
Because these
negative states were taking all the space, the positive
mental factors did not have much space in our minds. As
these negative emotional states are less often present in
the mind, the inherent positive mental factors will show
themselves. From the AbiDharma point of view the meditator’s
work simply consists of changing priorities: eliminating
negative states of mind and cultivating positive ones. So,
as negativities become less the positive factors become
present more and more often. Treating the 51 mental factors
(samskaras) in this way is still a dualistic approach, but
it is definitely of benefit. It brings happiness which however
is still experienced in a dualistic way.
Desire-attachment
is classified as two:
• attachment
to the world of desire (the objects of the 5 senses plus
the 6th mental faculty)
• attachment
to the world of existence.
This corresponds
to attachment to the samadhis of the form- (1) and formless
realms (2).
(1) It is becoming
attached to enjoyable, peaceful states of minds. In one’s
meditation it is a wanting to reproduce these, which develops
into longing, clinging and even dependence to recreate such
happy samadhis. But this is of no true value because it
does not allow any further insights.
(2) These formless
samadhi-experiences are called: limitless space, limitless
consciousness, nothing whatsoever, neither differentiation
nor non-differentiation.
2. Aversion
(anger, irritation, khong-khro; pratigha)
It all starts
with the experience of a mental object which is judged as
being disagreeable, not the way we like it; we would like
something else. We begin to experience this mental representation
of an object or person as an enemy in our mind and wish
to get rid of this experience. We project this dislike outwards
and identify it with the object. The object itself becomes
the enemy - whatever person, object, or situation it may
be. The mind begins to be agitated, and suffering is present,
becoming stronger and stronger the longer this object judged
as unpleasant is present. The longer it is present, the
more our wish increases to get rid of it, to destroy it,
to drive it out of our field of experience, leading to malevolence
and anger, hostility, hatred, rage, wishing to go into action,
to destroy, to beat. and to kill...
Many people
react immediately to their anger by withdrawing inwardly,
and might get stuck with it, never allowing themselves to
express this anger. They keep it inside, might not show
any anger at all, and are completely locked in.
Somebody like
this might appear very peaceful from the outside, very nice
and smiling, but actually he has so much anger inside. He
is locked in the feeling of being aggressed from the outside,
he feels constantly aggressed. He experiences situations
constantly as a danger for his own existence, and the way
he defends himself is to go like a snail into his protection
shell. But defence is a state of anger. This defence can
take the form of depression and also autism (autistic children
for example). It can also simply be the attitude of a person
going around smiling, looking very open and happy all the
time, but never making any real contact with situations
and other people.
The feeling
of being aggressed by the world is one’s own aggression
and anger projected out. It is our own irritation to be
irritated by the way the world and people are. And the world
is like this because it is judged by ourselves as being
like this. Due to experiences of past lives and of this
life we came to the conclusion that the world is a kind
of enemy. This resulted in a basic attitude of not wanting
to get involved, of keeping to ourselves, always being on
defence.
Then there
are others who are stuck in the opposite way, always on
the destructive or aggressive side. Immediately when they
perceive something disagreeable happening, they use whatever
they found out to be most effective to defend themselves:
crushing down, jumping on, ready to destroy the opponent.
There action is very sharp, very precise, the immediate
impulse to destroy the object like a hammer. They also experience
the world as an aggression, only the reaction is a bit different.
Of course there
can be mixtures of these two basic mechanisms of anger.
Experiencing the world as being aggressive you might combine
your defence with some intelligent way of manipulating the
world, building in a lot of safety mechanisms like lies
to protect and hide yourself, influencing others by your
powers of speech, trickery, and so on.
All these are
basically expressions of being irritated by life, and we
all know through our practice how we try to get rid of all
these different kinds of irritations. First, if someone
or something irritates us, we try to change him or it, before
we like to change something in ourselves. We try all kinds
of manipulations or we look just away, trying to ignore
the unpleasant experience as just another way to deal with
anger. It is like in scenes of aggression and violence in
busy cities – people just turn away, ignoring to see anything
because it would arouse too much of there own anger.
These irritations
are due to aversion against something, but actually this
is a kind of clinging, of wanting a different state. We
desire something else, pleasant, and we insist on the way
we would like to have it!
3. Pride
(nga rgyal; mana)
Pride is a
very descriptive word in Tibetan — nga rgyal — "the
Ego-King", nga means I, and rgyal po
means king. It refers to the sense of self, the basic ignorance
of the clinging to a self, and augmenting the sense of self
through self-contentment — a feeling of being very important.
This feeling of importance, this high ideal of oneself,
colours one’s vision of everyone and everything around.
It is a negative mental factor because it leads to a lack
of respect and therefore not being able to understand and
to learn from others. It becomes a source of suffering.
Because of falsely elevating oneself the suffering of falling
down will surely come.
There are traditionally
seven kinds of pride. They can be summarised as three kinds
of pride related to people (1) lower than oneself, (2) on
the same level as oneself, and (3) higher than oneself.
First is condescension
(nga rgyal). This is where one is superior
to the other person in the sense of faculties, or the ability
to deal with the world, or wealth etc., and on top of this
outer difference one assumes a real superior attitude and
treats the other with disrespect. This is condescension,
the attitude of exaggerating the slight or big difference
that might indeed exist.
Then there
is arrogance (lhag pa'i nga rgyal) related
to people on the same, equal level. Here one estimates oneself
as being superior even though one is actually equal to others,
having the same understanding, capacities etc. You can see
how some people have some of these aspects of pride much
more predominant. They might be okay in relation with lower
ones, and they might have respect towards their spiritual
teacher and higher ones, but among people of the same level
— they are unbearable. This is this typical form of pride
called arrogance which is directed towards one’s peers.
Presumptuousness
(nga rgyal las kyang nga) is estimating oneself as
much superior to someone who is actually superior.
This is thinking to be greater than the Buddha or one’s
teacher. One presumes to have qualities which one has not
in comparison to those who are actually superior. This of
course is complete blindness. It is a pride which is unable
to see or understand anything.
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